I’m not a fool. And I know no-one thinks I am. And I am so filled with love at the courage it takes for people to reach out and be present and try fix things. You can’t. I can’t. It’s not to be fixed. It’s to be held, accepted and faced. And responded to. And that I have done and will continue to do. Please be confident in the knowledge that I have researched the hell out of this. I have pursued alternative therapies, I have eaten raw food only, I gave up sugar, juiced myself and my family until we all threw up a little in our mouths at the thought (love you for this my friend). I too have the internet and can google and be swayed by those who feed on the fear we all have within us. I get it. I really do. And I so applaud you for your chosen path. It’s just not mine. I am too conscious of the untold stories, the swept away stories of those who didn’t survive by simply healing themselves. And sadly their slavish followers. I have not chosen my approach lightly. But with wisdom and compassion and peace. It is holistic but it also encourages scientific scrutiny. And for those who feel if I had done something else maybe we wouldn’t be here right now, or that I chose this, I hear your fear. But you can keep it. And your judgement. But I’ll take your love.

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  1. Behind you (Y) (Next to you ❤ ) every step of the way! I too – will do my bit, and pray for your recovery on a daily basis. You are a wonderful bright Light and inspiration and together with everyone that loves and cares for you so deeply, we too can help with good, positive and healing energy, that will flow your way! You are a real Earth Angel and for that I thank you ❤ With all my love always ❤ xxxx

  2. Hi Lianne – could so relate to this particular post. Not sure why I am the one feeling guilty when people give their advice or tell me what I should or shouldn’t be doing. I love your attitude as I have the same approach. This is about me and the choices that I will make along the journey

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    Megan Clausen You go, darling girl. You know your own heart and you know your own journey. And you know how to stay true to it. I applaud and am humbled by you xx
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    Adrienne Hoberman It’s your journey and we are here at your side sending you love and light!!! No fear here💜💜💜
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    Susie Pitts When this chapter is over, Lianne, you really will have to think about writing that book. In fact, you are writing it as you go along. There’s definitely a lot of grace, dignity and eloquence happening here.
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    Kim Logan Ditto to Susie xxx
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    Samantha Yates Schroeder Ditto Susie.. 😊 My Li you write so beautifully & giving us a glimpse inside is very special 😘 thank-you 😘
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    Jennifer Profrock Nobody can truly know the you that lives inside of you or the struggles that you face in those moments when very little light shines through! Continue to do this your way and know that all that I have is shared with you !xx
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    Anna Macklin That’s a brilliant insight and so honest. Thank you for sharing this journey 😘😘👏🏼
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    Theresa Milne Well said. It’s such a personal journey. And changing one’s mind frequently along the way is quite likely too. Only you will know what’s best for you. Blessings x
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    Kirsten Kairuz To love and support which absolutely is all you need. 😘🙏🏼👏🏻 thank you for your writing and allowing us a distant glimpse of what this intense journey is you have to travel on.
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    Shelley Hopkins You give me goosebumps with your strength Li – sending lots of love and extra strength for tomorrow xx
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    Corrie Medhurst Beautifully written as always honey. Clarity, wisdom and strength, you are a warrior woman my friend! Holding you tight! Xxxxxxxx
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    Kerry Solomon Beautifully said. YOUR body, YOUR life, YOUR choices. Thinking of you for tomorrow dear, wonderful, courageous Lianne. Sending you love and only positive thoughts. xxxx
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    Janine Daniels Oh I love you angel. There, you’ve said it. With love. Holding you and your inimitable spirit tomorrow and every day xxxx
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    Nadja O’Keeffe Sending love and like I said before – Behind you all the way! Sending Healing energy your way and thinking of you tomorrow! xxxxxxx
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    Lianne Cawood … and I love you ❤️.
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    Claudia Da Rocha Rawlins The thing about your journey is that it’s ‘yours’ – to choose, feel, struggle, but it’s yours. Love how you own that.
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    Lianne Cawood Control freak me, b didn’t so now I’m thinking no-one does? … does anyone know to click through to the blue highlighted word in a blog post .. a link to more? Like in stories, survive and fear in this one? Just asking ….. 😉
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